English translation - Regret by Mai Hoshimura

The scenery outside the window changes ;
Even the season is leaving me behind ;
I was closer to you than anyone because of my insecurity ;
Why didn’t I realize it at that time?

Your figure slipped out of my sight before me ;
I didn’t say the only,
single thing I wanted to say “Don’t leave me”
I can never say “If you’re happy , then it’s alright”

A twisted , crooked heart like this ,
I hate it so much that I don’t know what to do

The ‘initial ring’ I received on my birthday ;
It’s only painful if I remember it ;
What I knew at this late hour is that this is all I’m thinking about:
"Why is it that I needed you?”

The two of us noticed the break approaching our closeness ;
Unlike what the heart said, the words were dull “Goodbye”
You regret it greatly ; The hurting, unkind hand of when such a day comes
This ugly soul, like yesterday, I hate it even more

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been quite a few days since i last blogged.. reason being lazy n tired..

school days have been quite long these days.. n homework are gettin more and more.. zzz ..

student council investiture ytd.. [: .. saw zhenhao thr.. went home w him at 6pm liddat afte derh investiture..

din go school 2day cos i am sick.. slept til 9.30am before headin to derh doc.. sleepy.. zzz ..

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