guardian angel

2011-04-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

livejournal block my IP address, so i shall blog here for the time being, until the issue is resolved. and i need a place to rant bad. i hate myself for being so weak, when i cause problems for others. dui bu qi, wo mei you ni xiang xiang zhong de na me hao. and sorry, for not keeping to my promise. i going to slp, cos only then i can keep my promise to you, i wont think of unnecessary stuff.

2009-07-23T20:15:00.003+08:00

hello! i've moved:

http://th-undefined.livejournal.com/

won't be deleting this blog though. cos i may be back posting here after the problem in blogger in solved. and this blog contains too much memories. (:

2009-07-20T21:27:00.001+08:00

Blogger went crazy.. don't know what happen. don't feel like blogging in blogger until the problem is fixed.

till here,

2009-07-09T20:32:00.003+08:00

沉默像首悲伤的歌

last day of holiday.. blahs..

bballed in the morning with zhenhao.. chatted with him at foodcourt..

gym-ed with sze after that till about 1plus 2.. headed to lot1 to have lunch.. then trained home.. (:

i feel so sporty today.. HAHAS! [x

still finding place(s) to go tmr night.. cant find.. yucks..

till here,

2009-07-08T21:47:00.002+08:00

i don't know.

got another piercing.. (:

met sze at bpp.. then pierce ear.. headed down to bugis to shop.. nth much at bugis though..

went to og there walk walk.. then went temple.. then to sim lim square..

bused back to sze's hse and i trained to lot1 to buy the spray for my ear..

i'm bored.. =="

till here,

2009-07-08T11:03:00.002+08:00

that girl that i saw in the mirror, having the same features as me, yet, i could not recognise her.

darn, the 6 days of holiday pass by so fast.. it's the 2nd last day liaos.. =="

i'm enjoying the times watching dramas till like late into the night and wake up like 11plus in the morning.. (:

bballed in the morning with huiqi ytd.. went to eat sakae with huiqi on monday.. went to west coast on sunday.. (:

had a quarrel with parents this morning..

and i want another piercing.. (:

till here,

2009-07-04T09:13:00.002+08:00

time to make changes.

darn, cant upload any pictures in blogger.. zzz

mid years is officially over yesterday! (: .. not very confident for this mid years, probably cos i din really study that much or the papers are just tough..

finished watching absolute boyfriend series and the movie.. super super nice.. (: .. <3s

and jia youus to emilyn, dorothy and everyone who have papers next week.. ((:

going to watch k.o.3anguo.. <3s

till here,

2009-06-30T17:01:00.002+08:00

i dun like school..

supposed to be studying chem.. but no mood.. =="

home is super noisy.. i hate it..

3moredays.. 6morepapers..

2009-06-25T20:16:00.002+08:00

strangely apart, yet strangely close together.

bball-ed with granny low, zhenhao and his brother ytd at lam soon there.. bball-ed for almost 3hrs.. (: .. tiring but fun.. bet with zhenhao that i would win him for free throw but din win.. nvm.. next time.. [x

studied with huiqi at limbang mac for a while..

maths mock exam today.. super hard.. din study for it either.. still feeling super sian from studying.. =="

lunched at koba with emilyn before heading to limbang (again) to study..

walked home from limbang..

and i'm feeling super hungry now.. =="

my throat feels funny also.. =="

till here,

2009-06-21T19:45:00.002+08:00

~~missing you.~~

i'm sick and tired of studying..

i hate studying..

have been out studying for the past week.. attention span just get shorter and shorter.. and to make things worse, i'm still suffering from insomnia.. =="

and to make things even worse, something(s) happen that make me super pissed and somewhat affected me.

on a brighter note, a new phone will be out next mth.. LG GD900crystal.. super nice.. i want.. (:

darn it, 1 more week of holidays and i haven go shop yet.. =="

oh, never mind..

till here,

2009-06-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

the memories are more deeply etched in my mind then i thought.

had class bbq cum hannah's birthday celebration ytd.. (: .. pictures all in facebook and class blog.. and i'm still trying to upload the video.. =="

was super awake ytd night even when it's like 2am.. ==" .. woke up like super early today morning also.. 9.30am.. ==" .. that's like 2hrs plus earlier?! =="

packed my room.. neater now.. but realised i need a few more cupboards to store my files.. took my own time packing..

reading BREAKING DAWN.. finishing soon.. (:

i feel super bored..

till here,

2009-06-03T20:34:00.004+08:00

cos. we are nowhere near,

hello! i'm back.. after like 1 month plus.. (:

been busy with school work, bowling competition (though i din compete), cip and night study..

finished H1 GP on fri and ECONS today.. and also A LEVELS chinese paper on monday.. 3 H1 down, 3 H2 to go.. (:

went for Singapore Arts Festival performance with sze, elo, rachel, hannah, elena and aisyah after gp paper.. (: .. the performance was great.. (:

bowling cip was fun and tiring.. helped clean up people's hse.. me and emilyn clean the toilet.. (: .. so happy larhs, we managed to finish before lunch.. then helped pack erm.. i dunno how many cds, cos it's really a lot..

and my nose decides to be nice to me on the day of chinese a levels.. ==" .. i'm down with flu that day.. dumb..

realise i got a lot of shows i want watch.. (: .. but cannot, cos need use this holiday to study for the H2 papers.. but i doesnt hurt to slack now and then right? (:

i'm going to cut my hair and do rebonding tmr, again.. hahas.. [x

will update soon, hopefully.. [x

till here,

2009-04-25T20:39:00.002+08:00

ily. imy. iny.

i'm letting this blog rot for a while since i've nth much to update.

it's all about school, homework, tests, night study, eat and sleep.

been quite guai lately, surprisingly.

no more gumbles, no more whining, just work. that's how it should be.

so tired nowadays that when my head hits the pillow, i fall straight to sleep..

tired tired tired. ):

till here,

2009-04-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

why do i even bother in the first place?

crap.. i dun want to turn this post into a rant.. =="

okay.. 1 sentence: i cant take it anymore..

till here,

2009-04-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

i thought it wont hurt this time, but it does.

supposed to go running with huiqi DARL in the morning at cck stadium.. but we ended up nt running, cos the stadium is used.. blahs.. =="

bused to yewtee mrt there then walked to LIMBANG MAC.. ((:

breakfast and studied.. ((: .. finished my complex numbers tutorial.. ;DD

had 2 super long chat with huiqi DARL.. first one after we had our breakfast.. then the second one after our lunch.. its kinda nice.. ((:

things have changed quite a lot.. my perspectives towards certain matters/issues/whatever-you-call-it have changed quite a bit also.. i am tired of handling some of the stuff.. i am tired of mugging.. i am tired of being tired..

it still boils down to the problem that i cant handle some stuff properly..

i'm going sleep..

till here,

2009-04-08T18:11:00.002+08:00

as i start to gain some stuff, i am gradually losing myself. ~~i am losing you.~~

school has been.. hmm.. bad? my results are not good.. yucks..

i want sleep.. ==" .. chiong-ing lit stuff these few days.. wanted to pon school bt din pon.. ==" .. dumb..

i cant rmb what happened in school.. everyday seems the same to me.. =="

hmm, went out with huiqi DARL on sat to run then study at LIMBANG mac.. ((: .. sze also came my house a few times to study.. ((:

went to lot1 with emilyn to have lunch today.. ((: .. had a super nice chat with her.. ((: .. and cheer up alrights? ;DD

need to chiong my notebooks again..

till here,

2009-03-29T00:19:00.002+08:00

ineedyou, before.

my laptop is finally back! ;DD .. sent it for repair a week plus ago.. ):

common tests are finally over.. hmm, common tests are.. ==" .. real bad..

came to some realisation during the holidays and when studying for common test.. i did study.. just that, some thoughts just came.. random..

i'm going off.. stomach feel funny.. darn.. ):

till here,

2009-03-17T14:46:00.002+08:00

reflections. of the past & the present.

was blog hopping a while ago.. found some really funny stuff.. [x

i'm supposed to be studying.. bt a bit no mood ehs.. hahas..

did chem ytd.. haven started memorising organic chem..

doing maths today.. ((: .. doing maths is much more fun.. ((:

K.O.3anguo is funny.. [x .. and i love arron's new hair style even though he only appeared in the first episode up till now.. super cute! <3s>

back to doing maths..

till here,

2009-03-15T20:39:00.002+08:00

pictures! a levels chinese result release and bpp class dinner.. ((:

08S13. ((:

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at bpp. ((:

me, jasline, elena, szehim, quanxiang. ((:

four of us.. ((:

me&sze. ((:

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taken like quite long ago lerhs.. ((:

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14/03:

MY BIRTHDAY! and my cousin's birthday too.. ((:

went out with huiqi DARL to bugis street.. went to shop ard.. then take neoprints! ((: .. had a super nice chat with her at bugis derh food court and on the way home.. ((:

daddy order pizza and bought cake.. ((: .. nice nice.. ((:

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15/03:

went out to orchard with emilyn, dorothy and zhanyong.. ((:

had SUBWAY for lunch! ((: .. been craving for it for very long lerhs.. ((:

watched MARLEY & ME.. okay larhs.. quite touching at the end..

walked ard orchard. ((: .. dorothy went off earlier so me, emilyn and zhanyong went to dhoby there..

it's fun.. ((:

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thanks to those who wished me hapy birthday.. ((: .. <3s

till here,

2009-03-13T21:25:00.003+08:00

lead the way. i'm getting lost.

start of common test.. and its darn bad.. ):

GP paper 1 and 2, lit paper 5.. all gone like in a flash.. poof.. ): .. only wrote 1 page of crap for king lear.. stupid.. i'm feeling the stress level going up.. yucks..

rushed down to bowling for trials.. was quite tired.. ):

holidays are here.. but it's for mugging.. eeyer..

motivate me..

all the best for common test people.. ((:

i'm going to watch dramas now.. LONG time never watch liaos.. ((:

till here,

2009-03-12T17:25:00.002+08:00

it's just, me.

alright! my comp is back!! ((: .. at a bad time though, cos common test starts tmr.. zzz .. and everything in my comp is GONE.. =="

got back chinese a levels results last fri.. got a freaking C.. =="

i need to start studying.. FOCUS..

but i want sleep.. ):

till here,

2009-03-05T23:36:00.003+08:00

i love the rain.. ((:

darn nice weather to sleep.. but i cant sleep.. blahs.. cos haven do my lit compare and contrast essay yet.. eeyer..

but i want sleep.. so, i'm going to sleep soon.. [x

till here,

2009-03-05T20:37:00.002+08:00

for the time being, this is enough.

talking to you made me realise a lot of things.. i realised that i am the one not progressing.. you have become more mature, knowing what you really want. . i am not the one being left behind, rather i am the one that chose to be left there, stagnant, at the same spot. it's time to make a change to my life..

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nothing much happen in school.. just lots and lots of hw.. yucks.. just finished A LEVELS CHEM SPA SKILL A yesterday..

tuesday and today's pe were on physical conditioning.. not nice.. ): .. bt pretty proud of myself, i came back within the timings.. ((:

getting back A LEVELS CHINESE RESULTS tmr.. good luck to all.. ((:

going to chiong my lit hw..

till here,

2009-03-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking, about the past.

this week is still as packed as ever.. i haven do a lot of my homework yet.. zzz ..

darn it.. i'm going to swear.. i got a lot of things to say.. A LOT.. i'm NOT happy..

forget it..

till here,

2009-02-28T12:53:00.002+08:00

and to you who were there to hear me rant, thanks. ((:

finally done with 1 week of tests.. concussed.. =="

maths test on mon, chem a lvl spa on wed, lit term paper due on fri..

next week isnt going to be any better..

dunno how many essays i am going to write this week including tests and homework.. zzz ..

i want buy ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN! ((:

till here,

2009-02-26T18:04:00.004+08:00

i thought i saw you amidst the crowd.

having tests for almost a week.. got econs test tmr.. blahs..

nothing much..

till here,

2009-02-25T17:28:00.002+08:00

i have never left.

and i'm back here, blogging again.. ((:

just finished some of the lit stuff.. ((:

RANDOM: i love the rain.. ((:

going to be the end of the week soon.. and, march's coming! yucks, common tests.. [x

till here,

2009-02-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

slowly. disappearing.

nothing much to blog abt school..

bowling training was fun.. ((:

and for some reason, i keep getting minor cuts on my fingers.. ==" .. no, no, i'm nt being depressed or having any suicidal thoughts.. it was accidental.. hahas.. [x

i am sick.. throat darn pain.. ):

and i got piles of homework to do.. and my next week is full.. of tests.. monday to friday.. urgh..

and and and.. i FELL IN LOVE with vampires.. ((:

till here,

2009-02-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

13feb2009 outing! ((:

from left: hannah, sam, jon, elena, szehim, me, siongpoo, quanxiang and fabian in the middle. ((:

me&sze. ((:

sze, elena and hannah, my laughing partner. ((:

me&elena. ((:

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i am tired.

2009-02-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

wow.. i'm amazed.. i'm a NERD.. WOW.. something good i guess.. my resolution by the end of this year is to become a NERD.. it's only feb.. i used less than 2 months to become a NERD.. WOW.. ==" .. nonsense sia..

and we dun stare at fish.. it's boring..

i shall stop.. in case i get real offensive..

anyways,

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL! ((:

2009-02-14T08:42:00.003+08:00

photos! taken at elena's hse like 2 weeks ago? hees..

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elena; szehim; me; siongpoo. ((:

reflections. me&elena. ((:

me&elena. ((:

playing WII. [x

szehim&elena

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can't be bothered,

it's too late anyways.

i'm awake early 2day.. so here i am, blogging.. ((:

this post isnt short anymore okay? HAHAS. [x

was pretty high yesterday during bowling training.. keep laughing.. [x .. and i made emilyn laugh like mad also.. HAHAS. [x

dinner with some of the 08s13 peeps.. ((: .. met at lot1 at ard 8pm.. ate PASTAMANIA.. walked ard.. chatted outside mac.. take photos.. trained home at 10.35pm liddat.. ((:

many loves and thanks to my friends for their valentine's day presents.. ((:

and to you who cared, thanks.. ((:

till here,

2009-02-12T20:10:00.002+08:00

tortoise!! given by huiqi DARL.. <3s .. ((:

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when things change.

nothing much to blog abt..

school, cca, homework, eat and sleep..

so NO life..

and i still have piles of work to do..

till here,

2009-02-03T21:49:00.002+08:00

let time stop here, for the time being.

haven been updating.. cos lazy and super packed with homework! ):

nothing much happen.. its just school, homework, sleep and eat..

so i shall let this blog rot for a few more days..

till here,

2009-01-29T20:53:00.002+08:00

thursday, school day.. ):

insomnia ytd night despite being SUPER tired.. ):

crazy day..

it feels kinda weird in school today.. maybe its just me, still in that holiday mood, with many many work undone.. ):

pe is tiring.. 1 round warm up, stretching, then 4 rounds with timing.. first 2 round: 2.15; 2nd round: 2.30.. managed to come in within time limit for 1st 3 rounds.. legs hurt, so walked for half a round for the 4th round.. then jumping of stairs, followed by inclined pull-ups.. and an extra round for not coming in within time limit.. muscle aching.. ):

going to study chem.. just finished lit essay outline nt long ago..

till here,

2009-01-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

my 4 year old cousin.. ((:

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL.. ((:

cny is over in a flash ehs.. ==" .. fast fast.. din receive that much ang baos this year..

i'm bored in m'sia.. its super hot there also.. zzz .. and i din manage to do any work there even though i brought it there.. =="

that's when i started to observe ppl.. its kinda fun.. HAHAS.. [x

first person i observed: my 4 year old cousin.. super cute guy.. its fascinating to see how engrossed he can be when he's playing with the toy car.. he's nice in a way.. coming into the room i am in, seeing how bored i am, decided to play and talk with me.. so i played and talked to him.. HAHAS.. [x .. i'm THAT bored..

second person i observed: my brother.. its kinda funny.. cos he couldnt get used to eating the food there, so he ended up only eating like a few mouthful.. my mum will start to nag.. no one bothered anyways.. [x

people will start coming up to me, asking me abt school and the uni i intend to go.. ==" .. and they'll start commenting that i become fatter.. ==" .. thanks, i needed that.. zzz

met up with eloise and szehim at teckwhye mac for the lit caricature thingy 2day at 5plus 6pm..

i'm tired.. =="

till here,

2009-01-25T16:27:00.002+08:00

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slept at 11plus ytd night and woke up at 12plus today afternoon..

crazy days..

i still haven gotten over the things that happened last week.. dun bother..

messy life.. stupid..

you are still avoiding me.. forget it..

till here,

2009-01-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

hannah. rachel. szehim. sally. aisyah. eloise. mengkoon. fabian & siongpoo (shadowy figures. [x ) <3s. ((:

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nth to blog abt thurs.. cos school is nth interesting.. so routine.. bt i'm starting to love lit lesson.. ((:

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friday:

lessons till 10.30am before heading to the hall for cny celebration.. school ended at 12.30pm.. went home, bathe, ate..

met szehim and headed to bugis to shop for clothes.. ((: .. okay, we bought the same shirt again, but different colour.. [x .. and szehim dun let me buy black shirt.. hahas.. [x .. super packed.. blehs~

walked from bugis to far east.. walked ard far east.. then headed to dhoby for class gathering! ((: .. supposed to meet at 6.30pm at orchard but ended up meeting at 8pm.. bused home with szehim at 9.30pm like that.. ((:

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today:

met up with szehim, eloise and aisyah at jrl to do lit caricature.. and szehim made me laugh non-stop for 15min.. HAHAS! [x .. went off at ard 5plus.. headed to imm with szehim to find her shoes.. couldnt find, so headed to lot1.. bought her shoes, went popular a while, then trained home.. ((:

i'm tired though.. ):

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a lot happened this week.. crazy week..

mood swings.

till here,

2009-01-21T15:26:00.002+08:00

class notice board.. ((:

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these few days are crazy.. packed with homework, tests.. zzz

the next few days wont be any better with tests and mountains of homework.. blahs~

tired.. ):

mood swings from one extreme to the other.. weird mood, weird days.. ==" ..

wont be going online often.. i would rather sleep.. hees..

nothing to blog abt school i guess.. been pretty routine.. so routine that i'm actually quite sick of it.. i need fun..

till here,

thanks for being there,

listening to me rant.

((:

2009-01-18T13:42:00.002+08:00

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its sunday.. school's starting tmr.. again.. =="

not in a very good mood since ytd.. a mixture of feelings.. stupid.. make me so worn out.. ):

i'm going crazy.. dumb..

i need my songs to calm me down before i start scolding and swearing.. my mp3 spoilt, i cant listen to the music in my phone also.. ):

till here,

it's time to put a stop to it.

i'm tired.

~~and i know you are too.~~

2009-01-17T21:17:00.002+08:00

SUPPOSED to go out today.. SUPPOSED.. but thanks to someone who decided to break the promise and ended up fang wo fei ji, i stayed at home..

and i thought i could use this time to relax a bit.. and i thought i could hv a nice talk with you.. but you decided to spoil it all.. thanks a lot..

did my maths and chem tutorial.. din finish them.. cos quite a lot dunno how to do.. zzz ..

tried doing DE and summation series questions.. but dunno how to do.. ==" .. maths test on monday lehs.. zzz ..

finished watching the latest episode of 霹雳 MIT.. super nice larhs.. and quite scary also.. hahas.. next episode is nice.. cant wait for next episode to be out.. ((:

<33s arron.. ((:

till here,

full stop.

2009-01-16T21:37:00.002+08:00

wow.. i survived first week of school.. surprisingly.. ((:

have to sacrifice a bit of my sleep now.. ): .. actually, it's quite a lot..

slept at 10plus since wed.. super shiok.. ((:

school's been pretty slack.. maybe cos the piles and piles of homework haven come in yet..

tests next week.. econs, maths, chem.. zzz .. maths and econs on the same day somemore.. =="

quite a lot of breaks in between lessons..

i still miss 08s13..

till here,

2009-01-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

i'm tired.. ):

tried studying for tmr's vocab test.. forget it, nth goes in..

dunno tmr got econs test nt.. i haven started studying also..

i cant do unseen.. mind went blank during the lit review test.. dunno what i'm writing.. yeah, lack of sleep.. zzz ...

dun bother asking abt my day 2day.. cos it isnt good.. i think i'll start swearing.. =="

ending school tmr at 6pm.. super late..

tired, so going sleep.. super long day tmr also..

till here,

2009-01-12T17:06:00.002+08:00

yesterday:

08s13 class outing.. supposed to meet at je mrt station at 2pm but i was late.. hees..

walked to chevrons..

bowled, arcade.. ((:

walked to imm for dinner.. went to BAGUS to eat..

walked walked ard imm..

bused home at 8plus pm.. ((:

szehim. sally. eloise. xueqi. jasline. meixin. rachel. hannah. fabian. quanxiang. jon. siong poo. terence.

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2day:

hmm.. first day of school..

new class, new environment..

slept at 3am ytd.. couldnt sleep.. ==" .. DUMB..

i miss 08s13.. ):

till here,

2009-01-09T10:29:00.002+08:00

fell asleep when messaging huiqi and renuka DARL ytd night.. hees.. did reply their messages when i finally feel the vibration of my phone.. was only half-awake..

super tired.. ):

woke up at 9am today, surprisingly.. ((:

study plans with huiqi and renuka DARL later at LIMBANG MAC.. ((:

till here,

~~3moredays~~

2009-01-08T20:54:00.002+08:00

couldnt sleep ytd night.. quite awake, i would say.. slept at 1plus 2am and woke up at 6.30am..

4hrs plus of sleep.. tired..

met up with dorothy and emilyn to have breakfast at teckwhye coffee shop.. me and dorothy had prata.. ((:

headed to school for OPEN HSE..

nth much to do thr also.. watched performance, chatted with friends..

saw eloise.. chatted with her.. went to pe office with her and jasline to get our class photos..

saw szehim.. accompany her to pe office to take the class photos..

dorothy and emilyn came to my hse to change before we head down to cineleisure to watch BEDTIME STORY.. it was pretty funny.. the pet is super cute.. ((:

buy tickets, ate lunch, took neoprints, watched movie, headed home..

okay.. smth dumb happened.. like always.. =="

tired..

till here,

2009-01-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

timetable is out on the portal..

i nearly fainted when i see the timetable.. ==" .. tuesday is so LONG larhs.. blahs~ zzz ..

went back to school to set up booth for open hse tmr.. decorated the notice board with dorothy and emilyn.. then went back to the booth..

chatted.. ((:

went back early.. cos air con spoilt few days before, then daddy called someone over to repair..

slept till 6plus.. tired..

coach bro, my niece & nephew their homework..

PJC open hse tmr.. morning shift.. meeting dorothy and emilyn for breakfast at teckwhye coffee shop.. then watching movie with them.. ((:

and, i NEED to start studying.. =="

till here,

2009-01-06T21:55:00.002+08:00

met up with renuka and huiqi DARL at cck blk 422 to study.. our hang out during the o lvl mugging period.. ((:

chatted, studied..

went to 7-11 nearby.. wanted to buy drinks.. we ended up buying maggie mee eat.. ((:

walked to renuka's hse..

ate, chatted, studied..

okay.. din do that much, but managed to do a bit.. better than when i'm at home, doing nth..

till here,

~~6moredays till school reopen,~~

~~i'm so not looking forward to that.~~

2009-01-06T12:53:00.002+08:00

孤單摩天輪 - 飛輪海

旋轉木馬拼命奔跑　
每一步換一陣熱鬧
雲霄飛車瘋狂轉彎　
聽一聲顫抖的尖叫

我　只是摩天輪　靜靜等著誰來到
當　她降臨懷中　
我的心開始孤單的跳

*再一圈　再飛一圈就好　
她無助眼神還沒有依靠
我多想　伸出雙手給她　
一個緊緊擁抱但我做不到

再一圈　再陪陪她就好　
讓我可以揚起她沉重的嘴角
不怕她的眼淚　讓我的心生銹　
遊樂場打烊後誰會知道*

排隊的人總那麼多
快樂的人卻這麼少
奇怪是我只想帶她
一起去天空中尋寶

我　如果飛得高　
也許她會笑一笑
可我　拼了命向上　
結果卻慢慢的往下掉

*Repeat*

再一圈　再飛一圈就好　
她寂寞手心在等誰打擾
我寧願　交換所有給她一個緊緊擁抱
哪怕就一秒

再一圈　再陪陪她就好　
讓我可以記得她頭髮的味道
就算我走不到　她的天涯海角　
這瞬間已足夠天荒地老

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new blog song by FAHRENHEIT! ((: .. <33s .. i love this song.. ((:

was in quite a bit of weird mood ytd.. for some reasons.. ==" ..

finished watching VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY ytd.. ((: .. nice nice.. ((: .. <3 ZERO.. ((:

going out to study with huiqi and renuka DARL later.. ((:

till here,

2009-01-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

gosh.. darn.. *swears* .. 08S13 disband.. WTH?!?! what the crap..

eloise called at 2.29pm liddat.. got such a shock.. ):

lit people went to S07.. the rest got into other classes..

i'm so not looking forward to school reopening.. ):

no mood to study, no mood to do work.. ):

till here,

2009-01-03T21:06:00.003+08:00

new haircut!

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bought fahrenheit's newest album lerhs.. <33s.. ((: .. super happy.. ((: .. got a fahrenheit world tour concert notebook with arron and jiro as the cover! ((:

went for a haircut today.. cut my fringe nia.. cos it's getting irritating.. looks darn kuku larhs.. blahs.. hahas.. nvm.. hair grows.. ((:

latest episode of 霹雳 MIT is SUPER nice! ((: .. <33s arron.. super kawaii in there.. ((: .. cant wait for the next episode!

i'm dead.. still got a lot of work not done yet.. ):

till here,

2009-01-01T14:48:00.002+08:00

okay.. i'm getting real amazed at how late i can stay up till.. ==" .. slept at like 5plus am and woke up at 10plus 11am liddat.. cool right? =="

was doing chem cos i couldnt slp.. well.. it helped a bit.. make me a bit tired..

what a way to start the new year.. zzz ..

FAHRENHEIT album out TOMORROW! ((:

thanks renuka and vicky DARL for your presents.. i love them! ((:

till here,

& you,

thanks for accompanying me.

2009-01-01T00:19:00.002+08:00

31/12/2008:

met up with huiqi and renuka DARL at cck mrt and trained to bugis.. met vicky at bugis mrt station there.. ((:

went to foodcourt at bugis junction for dessert.. went to kino.. couldnt find ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN.. ):

walked ard bugis street.. bought a new bag.. ((: .. wanted to buy new shorts and school shoes derh.. but couldnt find one that i like..

late lunch at BURGER KING.. chatted thr a while then headed to bugis junction again..

trained back to cck.. had a super nice and long talk with renuka DARL.. make me miss sec 4 life like crazy- the air-con classroom, smuggling food up to class, slacking and muggings at void deck before the o lvls.. ((:

went to lot1 for a while.. bought a new mirror and new pairs of socks! ((:

trained home..

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01/01/2009:

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

have a great year ahead.. ((:

till here,

i'm not going to believe you again,

i've been too dumb to believe you over and over again.

2008-12-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

第二顺位- 罗志祥

一直是我陪你去躲回忆里的雨
你无心的叹息有心碎的声音
他的好他的坏他的不安定
他的故事是我和你爱情里的乌云

从我爱上爱他的你那个瞬间起
一直是雨天你只爱雨天我用伞保护你
亲吻着你苦涩味道的微笑
闭着眼睛我明白你想念他的秘密

*我一直在第二顺位爱着你
一直从雨天一直到阴天
一直到晴天你逃离过去
我一直在第二顺位等着你
一直从昨天一直到今天
一直到永远我相信是我最爱你*

聆听你说抱歉多过你说我爱你
你困在雨里我困在雨里我的伞湿淋淋
没关系』是我最常说的一句
就让我等就算我冷至少我陪着你

*Repeat* x2

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new song in my blog! ((: .. this song is nice.. ((:

ytd: went down to town with szehim to order lit texts.. from kino to times to starbucks for drinks then to borders for me to buy ECLIPSE & BREAKING DAWN.. darn.. no more stocks.. ): .. bused home..

today: stayed at home.. couldnt sleep ytd night.. the stupid fan & air-con is super noisy.. ): .. had weird dream ytd.. ==" .. tried to do chem.. super concussed and yet still couldnt manage to finish 1 set of it.. ): .. super tired..

going out tmr! with huiqi, renuka & vicky DARL to bugis.. hopefully the kino there got ECLIPSE & BREAKING DAWN.. *cross fingers*

till here,

2008-12-27T21:14:00.002+08:00

Quiz tagged by SHIMIN to do.

Rules to be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start wit 10 random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, 10 things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them that they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

1. anime freak
2. drama freak
3. zi-lian
4. friendly
5. nice
6. cute. [x
7. innocent.. HAHAHAS. [x
8. loves emo songs.
9. blur at times..
10. hmm.. I cant think of anymore?! =="

1. Who's the person who tagged you?
- SHIMIN

2. Relationship between you and her?
- cousins

3. Three impressions of her?
- hmm.. crazy, high.. & I dunno.cos I only see her like during cny? =="

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
- I dun think its possible.. =="

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
- hmm.. it’s a secret.. [x

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
- lets see.. I love myself a bit too much.. ((:

7. Characteristic i like about myself?
- well.. same answer as above.. ((:

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
- stay FAR FAR away from me, I dun want to see you.. well.. I will start swearing also.. hees..

9. What do people feel about you?
- you have to ask them.. [x

10. Your crush?
- well.. for me to know, for you to find out.. ((:

11. Pass this to 10 people:
Well.. anyone who want to do this quiz.. bt thr’s still questions below.. ==".. so I just randomly name 10 ppl.. you guys want to do just do.. ((:

1. SZEHIM
2. VIVIAN
3. DOROTHY
4. EMILYN
5. HUIQI
6. SERENE
7. WANQING
8. ELOISE
9. HUILING (TAY)
10. JIAXIN

12. If 5 and 7 were together? (huiqi & wanqing)
- well.. they are girls.. =="

13. Who does number 5 like? (huiqi)
- well.. she likes me.. HAHAS.. [x .. hmm.. she likes vampires..

14. What colour does number 9 like? (huiling)
- hmm.. I dunno.. =="

15. Say something about number 8? (eloise)
- high and crazy at times.. ((:

16. Who is number 2? (vivian)
- My friend

17. Talk about number 3? (dorothy)
- nice and funny

18. Who is number 10 best friend? (jiaxin)
- hmm.. dunno lehs.. =="

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
- can I say all? [x

20. What colour does number 4 like? (emilyn)
- I dunno.. =="

21. Is number 4 single? (emilyn)
- ehs.. I think so..

22. Your relationship with number 1? (szehim)
- she knows I know.. shh~ HAHAHAS.. [x .. well, classmates and friends lorhs. ((:

23. Are number 5 and 6 best friend? (huiqi and serene)
- well.. the 3 of us goes school together..

24. Number 9's surname? (huiling)
- tay

25. Number 7's nickname? (wanqing)
- hmm.. dunno ehs..

26. Say something to 8. (eloise)
- stay happy! ((:

27. Say something to help 9. (huiling)
- hmm? =="

28. Who do i admire?
- I admire myself.. [x ..

29. Where does number 1 live? (szehim)
- bukit panjang.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
- well.. some of them does.. or shd I say all? Cos I like myself! HAHAS! [x

31. Say something to number 6 when you see him/her? (serene)
- hmm.. I miss going to school with you! ((:

32. Number 10's spouse? (jiaxin)
- I dunno..

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okay.. i'm done with the quiz.. ((:

i finished my compre.. not quite.. left the AQ blank.. cos i dunno how to do.. just started on chem.. but went on to read NEW MOON, a sequel to TWILIGHT.. i finished it in less than a day.. super nice.. ((: .. i want buy ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN! ((: .. my mum going to kill me.. =="

okay.. i want buy a new bag.. i want buy shorts, shirts.. my list of wants getting longer.. [x

nothing much..

till here,

((:

2008-12-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

alright..

i'm super hooked + addicted to TWILIGHT.. i've finished that book.. going to start on NEW MOON, a sequel to TWILIGHT.. i just cant stop reading! i wasnt that psyched up when it comes to studying and doing homework.. hees.. [x

good news: i've finished the 45day vocab wksht.. hahahas.. ((: .. was halfway doin the compre when i got super bored and started reading TWILIGHT and couldnt stop.. [x

i want buy ECLIPSE! ((:

going out with huiqi DARL and vicky tmr to bugis.. i still got clothes and shoes and lots of things i wanted but haven buy..

2e3 bbq at pasir ris on fri..

o yarh..

MEERY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! ((:

till here,

((:

2008-12-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

darn.. INSOMNIA ytd night.. DARN.. slept at 2plus 3am.. woke up at 10plus today morning.. freakingly tired.. headache.. ):

went to orchard in the afternoon to buy TWILIGHT and NEW MOON.. half way thru TWILIGHT lerhs.. super nice.. ((: .. i want buy ECLIPSE! ((:

i want go do hair extension! okay.. so many wants.. [x

i did something STUPID.. ==" .. i wanted to delete the uk photos.. but i ended up deleting everything in the document folder.. my brother is VERY naggy.. i din do it on purpose.. i swear.. *bang wall* =="

till here,

i'm going to swear BIG TIME. D:

since you have NOTHING to talk to me about,

then dun talk to me,

cos i have NOTHING to talk to you about either.

2008-12-23T11:32:00.002+08:00

okay.. last batch of pictures! finally.. ((:

DAY 6:LONDON

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CITY TOUR OF LONDON!

ME! [x .. okay larhs.. that day quite zi-bi.. =="

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okay.. i din put captions for the pictures cos i really couldnt rmb some of the places.. some taken on the bus.. my phone camera and my photography skills are good okay.. HAHAS! [x

shopping at PRIMART that afternoon.. SALES everywhere! only bought 1 shirt & 1 hat.. was having this hat craze when i am in england.. [x .. din shop enough larhs.. ):

had a GHOST OF THE OLD CITY WALK when the sun sets.. walked in the cold.. and its really super cold.. ): .. spilt up for dinner.. din really had much.. the 5 of us (szehim, tricia, elena, esther & me) went to BURGER KING.. grabbed some stuff and slept there till meeting time.. we were on time.. had to wait for the rest in the cold.. bleh.. ): .. i'm sick you know.. ):

took LONDON UNDERGROUND and walked back to the hostel.. went to the teachers' room and gossiped with them till 1 plus 2..

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DAY 7:

headed to the airport.. used dunno-how-many packets of tissues while on board.. didnt really sleep this time on the plane.. reached s'pore on 1dec.. ((: .. okay, i miss london for the shopping part.. hees.. [x

and thanks for accompanying me.. taking cab with me & chatting with me in the cab.. this post came a bit late.. but thanks again! ((:

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alright.. let's see if i can make good use of my time at home today.. hopefully, i dun end up in facebook playing pet society.. ==" ..

and i finally can delete the photos taken in UK from my comp and phone lerhs! ((:

till here,

2008-12-22T21:28:00.003+08:00

more pictures! ((:

DAY 5: LONDON

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GLOBE THEATRE!

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EXHIBITION!

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AT MUSEUM.

elena! [x

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i was sick on this day.. fever, sore throat & flu.. darn.. zzz ..

travelled on the LONDON UNDERGROUND.. which is like the MRT in s'pore, only smaller to the GLOBE THEATRE.. explore the place..

workshop in the afternoon.. learnt some useful stuff.. and it rained.. darn cold.. brr~ ):

tour guide treated us to PIZZA HUT.. only had 1 slice of pizza.. cos i'm feeling super uncomfortable.. ):

watched a play WOMAN IN BLACK.. ==" .. hmm.. i slept for nearly 3/4 of this play?!?! hees.. cos i had my medicine.. then super sleepy..

bused to the hostel.. had an early night that day..

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sunday: cip at paragon.. well.. 4th time thr.. ==" .. me & szehim were targeting the single men/guys.. din approach them, cos dun dare, so ended up stalking them.. hees.. [x .. had MACFLURRY at taka mac and had a nice chat w szehim & eloise before heading home.. me & szehim super noisy on bus..

today: met up w huiqi DARL.. headed to JURONG POINT.. quite crowded.. watched TWILIGHT! ((: .. okay larhs.. the plot nt that good, bt got shuai derh inside.. hehehes.. [x .. went ard JURONG POINT.. wanted to buy new shoes but couldnt find the one i like.. so ended up buying new clothes.. trained home at 6plus.. ((:

darn, super slack nowadays.. school's reopening on 12jan.. i haven started studying!! blehs~

till here,

2008-12-20T21:41:00.004+08:00

more pictures! ((:

DAY 4: BATH/LONDON

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Roman Baths

picture on the right: esther & koon lay.. [x

super nice views thr right? ((:

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i couldnt really rmb what we did on that day.. we had a tour of the Roman Baths and places that are connected to Jane Austen like the Jane Austen Centre..

shopped with szehim, tricia, mdm lai, mdm pathrose & the tour guide.. ((:

long long ride to LONDON.. ):

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tried doing some maths.. but i got short attention span.. so ended up stoning.. =="

till here,

TJW, you suck big time. ):

2008-12-19T22:25:00.004+08:00

more pictures! okay.. only 16 out of the 60 pictures i took is here..

DAY 3: STRATFORD-UPON-AVON/BATH

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shakespeare's hometown! ((:

jester ; shakespeare centre

tricia ; szehim. [x

elena. [x ; red telephone booth

red mailbox

sceneries outside the courtyard theatre(temporary)

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had a tour of stratford-upon-avon which is shakespeare's hometown.. ((:

din do much.. had subway for lunch that day.. ((:

shopping in the afternoon with szehim, tricia, elena and esther.. had to "drag" elena and esther back to the meeting place..

the coach ride to the hostel is terrible.. ): .. the people on board are SUPER noisy.. and i am SUPER tired.. wanted to sleep.. but they are SO considerate.. ==" .. nvm.. i dun want continue commenting..

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monday: okay.. i couldnt rmb what i did on that day.. =="

tuesday: went out studying with huiqi DARL.. first at foodcourt then at void deck.. had nice nice chat with her too.. ((:

wed: cip at PARAGON from 10am to 3pm.. reserve.. went ard taka with elena afte cip..

thurs: cip at PARAGON again from 3pm to 8pm.. super tiring.. but took 11 photos! ((: .. reached home at 9plus..

fri: stayed at home and rot.. =="

nth much lerhs.. school reopening soon.. i haven start studying for my review tests! ):

till here,

2008-12-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

its ME! ((:

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it has bben a week since i last update my blog.. nth much has been happening..

lets see:

mon - i couldnt remember what i did on that day?!?! wth?!?! i think i went out with huiqi DARL to eat MACFLURRY and go shop shop.. we saw 1 pervert in mac.. yucks..

tues - hmm.. i stayed at home that day.. wow.. =="

wed - went to jrl to return my library books.. nth much..

thurs - met up wth huiqi and renuka DARLS.. went to have PASTAMANIA.. yay~ ((: .. then we went to watch the movie BOLT.. the doggy super kawaii~ ((: .. then we went to have a drink.. huiqi DARL and i have a great chat at mac.. ((:

fri - went down to daddy's workplace.. to work.. ==" .. daddy brought us to jurong point to have dinner and walk around after work.. ((:

sat - din go out ytd.. brother's friend came.. super noisy.. ):

sun - went down to PARAGON for the METRO SIF CIP.. finished at 3plus.. then went to pre-order lit texts with szehim.. got home and order PIZZA.. ((:

finally finished MY LUCKY STAR on fri.. super nice.. ((:

haven been using much of computer lately.. and i haven upload the pictures for the london trip.. been pretty lazy.. ):

haven been sleeping well at night also.. would always wake up like at 4am in te morning and couldnt get back to sleep.. make me super worn out.. ):

haven been doing much work lately.. super slack.. ):

till here,

2008-12-07T21:44:00.002+08:00

一颗心的距离 - 范玮琪

一双闪着泪光的眼睛
要多努力才能把雨看成星星
握住我手但别给我同情
执着的人要从倔强寻找勇气

好像很近瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想才要决心
我们终于一起来到这里
当我激动不能言语把我抱紧

*我们隔着一颗心的距离
有笑有哭地去回忆
夏天秋天纯真蜕变的电影
会是一辈子做不腻的事情

静静隔着一颗心的距离
交换最真实的情绪
庆幸太不勇敢的纪念日里
你曾经给我多重要的鼓励*

好像很近瞬间又远离
很难实现才叫梦想才要决心
我们终于一起来到这里
当我激动不能言语把我抱紧

*Repeat*

我想说没有你的声音
像没有歌词的旋律
就算可以很美很好听
也少了意义上的确定

*Repeat*

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nice song. ((:

okay.. wanted to upload the pictures for day 3.. but got like 60pictures.. so i'm a bit turn off by it.. so i going to upload it next time.. ((:

放羊的星星 is super nice! ((: .. <3s Jimmy Lin. ((:

i miss PASTAMANIA and MACFLURRY.. ):

going to watch my show lerhs..

till here,

((:

2008-12-06T21:59:00.007+08:00

here to upload more pictures! [:

DAY 2: LAKE DISTRICT/STRATFORD

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scenery outside the hostel we are staying in. [:

horsey ; sheep! ((:

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GRASMERE. [resting place of Wordsworth & family ; gingerbread!]

head stones.

gingerbread shop! [:

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CRUISE ON LAKE WINDERMERE! [stupid phone batt has to go flat now. ==" ]

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HAWORTH [home to the Brontes sisters]

tricia ; szehim. [x

red telephone booth ; szehim is cold.. [x

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DINNER! [at HUNGRY HORSE PUB]

fish&chip ; ice-cream with brownies. ((:

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din manage to capture the view of WINDERMERE LAKE.. cos phone batt ran out.. pictures could be taken after that cos i got spare battery in my bag which wasnt with me during the cruise.. ==" ..

slept on the bus on the way from HAWORTH to STRATFORD, where our dinner was.. super blur and uncomfortable when i reached the pub.. zzz .. din manage to finish the food.. such a pity ehs.. blehs~ ):

more pictures in elena's blog.. ((: .. super lazy to go kope then upload.. uploading the above 35 pictures took me like 20plus minutes.. zzz ..

did my differential equations tutorial 2day.. ((: .. finally finished w it.. even though still got questions dunno how to do.. at least i've started w work.. ((:

watched 放羊的星星.. super nice! ((: .. Jimmy Lin super cute!! ((: .. <3s

added a new song to my blog called 一颗心的距离 by 范玮琪.. super nice.. ((:

going to watch 放羊的星星 now.. ((:

till here,

2008-12-05T12:41:00.007+08:00

DAY 1: LAKE DISTRICT [Rydal Mount, home to William Wordsworth]

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on then way to LAKE DISTRICT. just got down from the plane.

outside MANCHESTER airport ; BIG BIG water bottle.

views taken along the way ; mdm pathrose. [x

szehim tou pai! [x ; more views. [:

sheeps! ((:

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at Rydal Mount garden:

super nice view. [: .. but super cold.. shivering thr.. brr~

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inside William Wordsworth's house:

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after exploring the house, we had HOT CHOCOLATE! [:

it's super nice! [:

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okay.. i cant remember which pictures were for which room..

it's taken like dunno how many days ago..
not going to type out in detail what we did.. going to be super long.. the pictures will tell you.. [: more pictures to be uploaded next time.. this is only DAY 1..

went back to school to do presentation 2day.. nth much.. cos my grp met up ytd night at bpp starbucks to do..

super tired.. have been sleeping at 1plus 2am.. cant get to sleep.. darn.. ):

till here,

2008-12-03T15:00:00.002+08:00

no pictures for today..

just woke up 1hr ago.. still feeling quite sleepy.. feel that i could fall asleep anytime now.. ==" ..

i cant sleep yet.. i got to chiong my reflections which is due this friday.. zzz ..

finished watching the latest episode of VAMPIRE KNIGHT & 霹雳MIT.. [: .. super nice..

i going to start watching MY LUCKY STAR & MISS NO GOOD soon.. [:

but, but, but.. i need to start studying! zzz .. 1 mth has passed.. gosh..

my throat doesnt seem to get better.. ):

till here,

2008-12-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

me! [:

my niece & nephew ; me&bro.

me&nephew ; me&niece

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okay.. shall keep this post short.. i am only half awake.. =="

above are the pictures taken before i leave for england.. most of them taken at the airport..

slept at 1am ytd and woke up at 3plus 4pm 2day afternoon.. bathe, eat dinner & medicine.. went back to sleep again.. super tired.. ):

till here,

i've come to a decision,

hope i don't waver like last time,

hope i won't regret it.

2008-12-01T21:40:00.002+08:00

YAY~

sally is back! [: .. you guys miss me right? HAHAS! [x

england trip was okay i guess.. it would have been better with lesser coach ride, lesser noise on the coach, nicer food, better weather and nt being sick.. ):

i miss:

1) singapore food! plane food and the food over thr nt nice derhs.. ):
2) my bed! my comfortable bed~
3) my bathroom!
4) my comp! cos i miss quite a lot of shows
5) YOU! [x .. yeah, i miss my friends.. [:

took quite a lot of pictures.. i think abt 200plus.. will upload them soon.. [:

tired.. i need to get back my beauty sleep..

flu & sore throat, please go away~ ):

till here,

2008-11-23T17:47:00.002+08:00

what the crap.. what the crap.. what the crap.. zzz ..

I CANT SIGN IN TO MSN MESSENGER.. T.T

of all time, now.. ): .. haish..

*shakes head*

2008-11-23T14:21:00.002+08:00

在你怀里的微笑 - 杨丞琳

*可以吗让我和你对调
希望换成你爱我爱的快要疯掉
知道吗你对我多重要
只是现在的我们并不适合拥抱
爱随着风飘荡飘过了你
最终飘到天涯海角
把我困在这城堡哪里也逃不了
我不要别人温柔的怀抱
听不见你的心跳
连我熟悉的味道再也闻不到
我只要你喊我一次就好
从前亲密的暗号
多想再次亲耳听到*

*Repeat*

我不要别人温柔的怀抱
让我暂时的依靠
那是份张止痛药很快会失效
你只要再哄我一次就好
让我可以很骄傲
记住我拥有过的好
记住在你怀里微笑

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here to update.. nothing much to say actually..

din go back swiss for open hse ytd.. partly cos i was chiong-ing shows and also the shirt i wan wear isnt dry yet.. zzz

gosh.. in a few more hours, i'll be heading to the airport..

ENGLAND! ((: .. will be back on 1dec.. miss me lots yeahs? [x

i could slp ytd night, surprisingly.. mayb cos i couldnt slp the previous nights so it worn me out quite a bit.

霹雳MIT rocks~ ((: .. the newest episode is scary larhs.. zzz .. but super nice.. ((: ..

<3 arron~ ((:

till here,

2008-11-20T22:01:00.002+08:00

ZOO CLASS GATHERING CUM HUIQI'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. ((:

met up with renuka DEAR to buy huiqi DARL's bdae present..

headed to huiqi DARL hse to slack.. (: (: (:

met up w renuka DEAR and made our way to lot1.. (:

dinner at PIZZA HUT! [:

me & huiqi DARL ate A LOT.. and i really mean A LOT.. okay.. at first we were starving.. the food came pretty slow.. zzz .. both of us ate 4 pieces of pizza each, soup, drink, appetitizer & dessert.. and vicky and renuka both ate 2 pieces of pizza each, soup, drink, appetitizer & dessert.. thr's A LOT of difference okay.. super full..

serene & ninet went to buy a small piece of cake for huiqi DARL.. [: .. sang bdae song then after a while jiu go off lerhs..

wanted to buy barcadi from 7-11 to drink.. bt i guess we cant buy it yet.. zzz .. trained home shortly after..

till here,

2008-11-20T14:54:00.002+08:00

me! [x

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUIQI! [: [: [:

quite long nvr update lerhs..

cos basically, thr's nth interesting and wow abt my current life.. zzz ..

stay home, go out, games & dramas.. how can it get any worse.. =="

bowling training on monday..

went to m'sia ytd..

lit england trip briefing in the morning then went walk walk ard teckwhye market w szehim..

headed home.. going out soon.. ((:

till here,

3moredays to england trip.

*excited* [x

imy.

2008-11-15T22:51:00.002+08:00

no pictures for this post.. aww~ hahas.. [x

have been super tired these few days.. one of the reason cos i am sleeping quite late, watching shows.. hees..

went out with huiqi DARL 2day.. [:

bused to imm first.. lunched at BAGUS.. then headed to buy some stuff for the england trip.. huiqi DARL is a great help.. thanks! [:

both of us went crazy when we saw a cart selling shirts.. [x .. it's cheap.. so both of us bought a shirt each.. [:

bused to lot1 again.. cos we want to shop.. hees.. i need to buy 1 long-sleeve tee also.. both of us went crazy thr too.. [x .. bought another shirt and black skinnies.. [:

clothes i bought today are black & white.. AGAIN.. zzz .. cant hlp it.. got a certain attraction to black & white.. [x

trained home after both of us were broke..

crap.. have been slacking like hell.. ): .. it's either shows or games.. ):

霹雳MIT rocks~ ((:

<3s arron.. ((:

till here,

2008-11-14T17:47:00.004+08:00

taken before i go concert ytd. [:

me & my niece. [:

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wed:

nth much.. went for injection.. pain sia.. zzz .. ):

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ytd:

stayed at home in the morning and watch shows.. ((:

went for admiralty sec concert.. met up w chaying & elena at yio chu kang at 6.30pm..

waited for eloise, xueqi, jasline & meixin at nanyang poly.. 3 of us went to have quick bite at mac thr..

went into the auditorium at ard 8plus.. concert ended at ard 9pm..

trained to amk for supper.. supper at MOS BURGER.. [: .. trained home at 10plus 11pm.. ((:

watched tv with daddy till 12plus before sleeping..

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today:

went back school to hand in result slip as well as the money for the england trip.

met up w dorothy and emilyn at westmall.. lunched at subway before heading to csc to bowl.. ((:

today's bowling was fun.. ((:

trained home at 4plus.. [:

tired.. bt i want watch shows also.. ):

till here,

2008-11-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

orange bowling ball.. ((:

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ytd:

bowling training ytd at 3pm.. super long nvr bowl lerhs..

have to tie hair ytd.. a bit xin tong.. zzz .. hahas..

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2day:

bowling training again at 10am..

ended training at 12plus..

headed to westmall to have lunch w bowling friends.. trained to commonwealth after that to buy our own bowling ball.. ((:

trained home at 5plus..

nth much lately.. sian.. i need $$$.. zzz ...

i am tired..

till here,

for once, i hope you are here.

2008-11-09T14:17:00.002+08:00

new hair style. ((:

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friday:

packed my super messy room.. took 1 whole afternoon to pack it.. zzz

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ytd:

bball-ed with zhenhao, huiqi & serene.. ((:

serene went off at 9plus.. ):

played AB.. ==" .. well, i dun wan to talk abt it.. hahas..

walked to lot1.. lunched at foodcourt..

bused to hairdresser with huiqi DARL.. cut & rebond my hair..

still nt very used to this hairstyle yet.. but i like it.. hahas.. ((:

霹靂MIT out lerhs! (: (: (: (:

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2day:

hmm.. nth much..

till here,

2008-11-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

huiqi DARL.. [x

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went back to school to get results..

pei huiqi DARL go cut her hair.. i din cut.. she so kawaii in the picture above right? [x .. i'm cutting my hair this sat.. [:

went to lot1 LJS to have lunch..

walked ard lot1.. i see many many tortoise.. so cute.. ((:

saw zhenhao grandpa at popular.. chatted with him for quite a long time.. ((:

went home at 5.30pm..

till here,

i am going to show you,

i will be better off,

without ~~you~~.

2008-11-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

PJ077. [: .. from left: fabian, chaying, me & quanxiang.

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pw officially ended 2day after the filing of the PI, EoM, I&R.. [:

lunched with szehim and meixin before heading down to lavender to collect my new passport..

din wait for very long.. only waited for like 30mins.. [: .. i attract little children.. [x .. 1 small gal played with me while i waiting to collect my passport.. hahas..

trained home and went back sch at 5pm.. got england trip briefing at 7pm..

reached home at 8plus.. and here i am blogging..

getting back results tmr.. blehs..

till here,

and so,

the story ended,

everything ended,

full-stop.

~~i choose to believe what i have seen,~~

~~save your explaination.~~

2008-11-04T09:59:00.003+08:00

我一直都在 - - 林稷安/程于倫

遥望着你背影
有孤单太苍白
我多么想陪着你
走过人山人海

*当天空变灰白
你的忧伤澎湃
我多么想走进
你紧锁的心海*

**我一直都在
你身后等待
等你有一天回过头看我
我的笑送给你希望你快乐
你的难过都给我
关于你的一切我都好好收藏着

我一直都在
你身后等待
等你有一天能感觉到我
就算我再你世界渺小像一颗尘埃
我也会给你我所有的光和热**

Repeat *

Repeat **

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new blog song.. [:

will only be updating when i feel like it..

till here,

2008-11-03T21:55:00.006+08:00

pictures taken 2day:
.

.

guys ; elena & xueqi, cute right? ((:

chaying so shy.. [x

still couldnt get a pic of chaying.. ; whose hands? [x

meixin & jasline. [:

jasline tou pai. [x

jasline. [x ; meixin posing for picture. [x

tou pai. [x ; roses for POOH. [:

birthday boy. [:

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done with op.. whew~ [: .. quite nervous larhs.. =="

class lunch at lot1 pizza hut to celebrate POOH's bdae.. [:

the gals bought roses for him.. ate 4 and 1/4 of the pizza today.. super full.. din eat dinner.. zzz ..

舞林大道 is super nice.. 小威力 is super kawaii.. [:

i want to cut hair and have 1 more ear piercing.. ((:

till here,

memories,

2008-10-28T17:30:00.002+08:00

food&drinks. [: ; plain water or sprite? [x

qx, mx & jasline ; siong poo. [x

mx&jasline. [x

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ytd:

went to chaying's hse to do pw.. din do much.. played bridge for almost 2hrs..

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today:

went back to sch for pw at 8am.. super sleepy.. stone stone stone.. zzz ..

pw ended at 12plus.. headed to lot1 for lunch w szehim, elena, jasline, meixin, siongpoo and quanxiang..

bused home at 1plus 2..

slept till 4plus..

nth much..

till here,

不知道为什么

突然变得好陌生

真相与谎言之间

2008-10-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

chaying & xueqi ; szehim. [:

between the number 4 & 5. [x

girls & guys. [:

chaying & xueqi ; my ice-cream! [:

more ice-creams. [:

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here to upload pics.. [:

i cant listen to any songs in my phone.. went to buy mp3 2day afternoon..

nth much these days..

pw-ing tmr..

till here,

~~you are an idiot,~~

~~TJW~~

2008-10-24T18:08:00.002+08:00

arrgh..

these few days are terrible.. ): ): ):

have been in the rain for 3 consecutive days..

did nth much for maths..

played capt ball for pe..

played pictionary during lit lesson..

wanted to pon chi mock.. but went anyways..

went to take photo for passport..

i spoilt my earpiece again.. but i am suspecting that it is my phone which is causing the prob.. ):

my phone hang on me.. ):

will upload the pictures soon.. once i get my phone prob fixed.. arrgh..

till here,

):

2008-10-23T21:39:00.002+08:00

Always Online - 林俊杰

变色的生活
平静的跳搏
疯狂的蒙住了头
短短的守候
是他的温柔
还是少了点什么
遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你曾说
Everything will be ok
准备好了
Three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连接了穿越天空银河
开始倒数
Three two one
想出我的孤单
More and more
既是深刻
爱亮了爱笑了
I'm always online

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this song is pretty nice.. [:

no mood to update blog recently.. blehs~

super pissed off these few days.. crap.. x.x

watched 101 dalmantians today during gp.. the dogs are super cute.. [:

had 2hrs brk..

wanted to pon chem.. but in the end went cos have to go.. =="

did nth much for chi.. pw got grp presentations..

went to lot1 and had tea at MOF.. hahas.. [x .. the girls went to window shop while the guys went to foodcourt eat dinner..

took some pics.. will upload them on blogger soon.. [:

last day of school tmr! [:

super tired..

till here,

~~jerk(s)~~

2008-10-19T13:43:00.002+08:00

in the lift ; my backview. [:

hmm.. find this pic in my phone ytd.. hahas..

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quite long din update lerhs..

have been pretty tired this few days.. so din update..

normal lessons on wed, thurs, fri.. nth much happen.. played bingo with szehim to keep awake.. hahas.. [:

went back to sch ytd to do op..

黑糖群侠传 end lerhs.. ): .. the ending so sad larhs.. ):

wed jiu get back the papers lerhs.. quite scared.. blehs~

have been slacking a lot these few days.. owe chi teacher hw still haven hand in.. cos haven do yet.. zzz ..

added 1 new song to my blog.. [: .. ALWAYS ONLINE by 林俊杰.

till here,

2008-10-14T16:16:00.002+08:00

秘密基地 - 棒棒堂

問自己有沒有難過的回憶
偏偏你在一旁吐槽當作回應
說一句宇宙無敵的冷笑點
只有你回應嘲笑我的低龄

*眼前很多難題別擔心我會更有勇氣
絕招很稀奇我們一齊出擊

**有一座秘密的基地
在這裡不需要言語
那些不好對別人說的事情我為你搞定
有一座秘密的基地
在這裡有歡笑陪你
就算外星人攻擊也不會離去
[ 我挺你挺到底 ]

*repeat
**repeat

故事再难过
我们学着去享受
用全力防守面对批评的音波
更相信更肯定彼此的勇气
都把所有困难闯破

**repeat

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this song is nice.. [:

nth much happen in sch 2day.. super sian..

haven do my chi stuff.. zzz ..

till here,

i am tired, that's all.

2008-10-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

still got a lot of things undone.. zzz ..

mapling in the afternoon for a while then do a bit of chi..

then watched BLOODY MONDAY.. HARUMA is the lead.. super shuai in thr.. [:

watched 舞林大道.. nice nice.. [:

and i am blogging now.. zzz ..

haven do chi compo, chem and maths wksht yet.. zzz ..

till here,

2008-10-13T10:32:00.003+08:00

taken at west coast. [:

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cant rmb what happen on fri and sat.. ==" ..

ytd:

went west coast park w huiqi DARL.. wanted to go climb that web thingy but it's "under construction".. zzz ...

the view thr quite nice.. [:

went to mac to have our lunch at 2plus.. sat thr and chatted till like 5pm before walking ard west coast park again..

bused home at 5.30pm.. [:

黑糖群侠传 ending soon.. blehs~ the latest episode is super nice.. [:

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today:

now in school doing pw..

current blog songs:

1. 女生 - 黑girl

2. 安静了- S.H.E

3. 对不起 - 王子

4. 秘密基地 - 棒棒堂

5. 那一天 - 棒棒堂

till here,

2008-10-09T17:55:00.002+08:00

taken ytd during gp ; first medal in PJC. [:

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was chattin online with szehim during gp on msn when she is jus beside me.. hahas.. [x

first medal in PJC.. well.. we got 2nd for team skipping.. skip till leg super pain.. but we got this medal.. [:

din go school 2day.. rest at home..

met up w fabian and quanxiang to sign on the written report cover page..

went home and had a nap..

nth much..

till here,

[:

2008-10-08T20:41:00.003+08:00

edited:/

normal lessons resumed ytd.. zzz ..

ytd:

nth much happen i guess..

chem up first.. got back mcq ques paper..

pw next.. maths lecture following then chinese.. i cant really rmb what happen.. ==" ..

slept from 6plus till 8plus ytd..

wake up then pw-ed.. ==" ..

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today:

lit was first.. teacher nt here.. free period.. [:

gp was next.. read newsweek and border perspective then went to do an online survey..

skipped econs lecture.. stayed in cafe to do pw.. well, some may think that they shouldnt help those who pon lessons.. lets see.. those ppl are just plain selfish.. i know that skipping lessons are wrong but who says that ppl who skip lessons do not make good use of their time when they did not attend the lessons.. i shall nt say more, in case i get real offensive as i continue..

ct lesson.. do pw again.. zzz ..

pw-ed again after lunch.. from 2plus to 5plus.. gosh.. ==" ..

went to see a doc at 7plus.. just got home nt long ago..

LONDON! yeahs! [:

i still cant open my mail.. zzz .. forget it..

till here,

i make my own decision,

i choose the path that i want to take,

it DOES NOT concern you.

i live the way i like,

i am imperfect,

i love the way i am.

~~get it?~~

2008-10-06T21:31:00.003+08:00

first day of the week..

today has been a pretty fun day i guess.. [:

enrichment day today..

dunno what happen fr 8-9am.. ==" ..

break for an hr..

hip hop jam started at 10am and ended at 1plus.. [: ..

lets see.. the instructor is nt bad looking.. well.. that's nt the main point.. hahas.. [x .. the dance moves were pretty okay.. were pretty stiff cos 1yr plus nvr dance lerhs.. plus leg still pain.. blehs~ ):

walked home.. watched shows.. waited for huiqi DARL to end school..

met her at cck mrt.. trained to westmall to watch 保持通话.. [:

the movie is super nice.. both of us laughed for almost throughout the show.. its funny.. really.. hahas.. [x

watched 舞林大道 just now.. 赞! [:

down with flu.. blehs~ ):

i give up on checking my mail lerhs.. zzz ..

till here,

CURRENT MOOD: PLEASED.

change of mood yeahs? [:

2008-10-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

what's wrong with my comp?!

i cant seem to watch any videos.. yucks.. ):

i cant open any mail too.. double yucks.. ): ):

nvm.. going to watch tv..

till here,

blehs. blehs. blehs. blehs. blehs. blehs. blehs.

2008-10-05T13:35:00.002+08:00

finished watching the latest episode of 黑糖群侠传 lerhs.. super nice.. [: .. cant wait for the next episode.. [:

still cant open my mail.. arrgh..

my leg still hurt.. now got a slight flu.. ==" ..

爱情魔法师 on channel u at 3pm later.. [:

superband finals tonight.. [:

VAMPIRE KNIGHT is scheduled to be out tmr! woots! [: .. waited for like 3months plus..

till here,

CURRENT MOOD: EXCITED

cos VAMPIRE KNIGHT is out tmr! [:

2008-10-04T20:15:00.002+08:00

纪念品 - 黑girl

为你抄笔记，为你织围巾，你夸我细心
靠墙的位置，奶茶要少冰我帮你留意
专属的羽翼，晚安的简讯，是你的贴心
一直以为，永恒的爱就是你

*怎么最近你对我很安静却对她细心
不再有卡片美丽写讯息冷漠的彻底
有人说长大爱就会变心只剩下回忆
直到哪天你的缺席我才相信

**原来你的心有空隙
她才能轻易的占据
我没本领我不争气
假装不在意
原来我的心有空隙还留著有你的记忆
眼泪是我，爱情的纪念品

*Repeat
** Repeat x2

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this song is also not bad.. but i prefer 女生.. [:

leg is still hurting.. zzz ..

went to quanxiang's hse 2day to do proj work.. a lot of things to eat.. [: .. hahas..

do till like 5plus.. then play cards w chaying and fabian.. hahas..

left his hse at 6plus..

cant open my mail again.. ==" .. it was fine this morning and afternoon.. zzz ..

injured myself dunno how many times this year.. arrgh.. first my hand, then now my leg..

till here,

CURRENT MOOD:STILL PISSED

for A LOT of reasons.

2008-10-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

hmm.. today.. is a wonderfully painful day for me.. ==" ..

career seminar fr 8am to 12 noon.. wasnt really listening.. hees..

8 of us lunched at teckwhye derh coffeeshop.. i nearly throw my plate of food at some1.. NEARLY..

forget it, i shall be nice.. ==" ..

went back to school w chaying to do proj work..

walked home at ard 4plus..

legs hurt a lot from ytd's skipping.. plus i forgot to bring my ezlink card and money out.. make me super uncomfortable.. make me super pissed..

feeling super lazy since i got home.. feel like just lying down and that's it.. ==" ..

proj work meeting tmr.. must remember to bring ezlink card and money out.. zzz ..

i cant open any email.. arrgh..

going to sleep..

till here,

CURRENT MOOD: PISSED.

for no reason(s).

2008-10-02T16:10:00.003+08:00

女生 - 黑Girl

我是女生我只是女生

*轻轻在额头上一吻是你对我的负责
你说我还只是女生不懂爱的残忍
轻轻擦去我的泪痕是你牵手的象征
你说你只会爱女人还接着笑我笨
但是我心中的爱情没那么多的难题
我只知道爱上了那就是爱上了没有疑问

**我是女生
只要爱一个人用尽全力去争
不管爱情有多残忍不管你笑我笨
我是女生
不管爱多残忍我比谁都认真
不管是女生或女人不管你笑我笨
我是女生

repeat*
repeat **

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this song is not bad.. [:

inter-house games 2day..

team skipping! [:

we skipped 264 times in 1hr.. super tiring..

can go off at 12.30pm.. [:

career seminar tmr..

going to watch my show..

and i found my ANOTHER PLACE text.. ==" .. it appeared 2day on my table.. zzz ..

till here,

[:

2008-10-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

8 of us. [: .. jasline, szehim, sally, elena, eloise, chaying, xueqi & meixin. [:

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i am enjoying my post-exam life.. [:

finished watching LIAR GAME.. super nice.. last episode is 2hrs plus long..

slacked, slacked and slacked.. [:

going to watch my shows.. [:

till here,

sorry.

我怕, 哪天,

你已经成为了我的回忆.

我不要你变成回忆,

因为回忆代表着失去了.

2008-09-30T23:46:00.004+08:00

sally&szehim ; eloise&elena. [:

cam shy. [: .. at holland v derh coffee shop..

elo cutting cake ; cookie monster cake! [:

tom&jerry cake. [: ; eloise! [:

at settlers cafe.. [:

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end of promos! [:

lit paper 1.. hmm.. ==" ..

went to lot1 with szesze.. to buy her concession as well as eloise's card and cake.. [:

went back to school for proj work.. left early..

szehim, eloise, elena, chaying, xueqi, jasline, meixin and me bused to holland v after that..

headed to settlers cafe.. ate, celebrated eloise's birthday and played board games from 2plus to 6pm.. [:

walked ard holland v after that.. went to PETS LOVERS CENTRE.. the dogs there are super cute! [: .. one lady was nice to let us pat on one of her dogs.. [:

continued walking ard then went to a coffee shop in holland v..

bused to bukit batok interchange at 8pm then trained home.. [:

ironic situations. i shall not say more..

and the time now is 12.05am.. i am going to sleep..

till here,

踏進你的世界　開始浪漫冒險,

不知不覺累積　好多感覺,

我想勇敢跨越　愛情這一條線,

握著你的手　就安心,
從第一次遇見　我一直相信,

能永恆到永遠　我們的愛不滅,
现实的考验我们说好一起面对

不管多久多远绝对不喊累.

2008-09-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

hmm.. some stuffs have been on my mind..

does reliance on others mean that you are weak? i choose to think otherwise.. trust, is what makes one rely on the person. isnt it that way?

maybe it's me, my way of thinking is weird..

what can one gain from only depending on oneself? proving to others that he is strong? i dunno.. hmm..

shall think about it next time..

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okay, 100 more pages to go to finishing PRIDE&PREJUDICE..

i am super tired.. blehs~

till here,

[:

2008-09-29T18:04:00.002+08:00

ytd:

watched LIAR GAME, 绿光森林 ytd..

din nth much.. read a bit on PRIDE&PREJUDICE..

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2day:

watched LIAR GAME again.. super nice.. [: .. and super addictive.. ==" ..

3 more episodes till i finish LIAR GAME.. [:

haven watch the latest episode of 黑糖群侠传 yet.. was out ytd.. going to watch it after i finish LIAR GAME.. [:

changed blogskin..

i am looking forward to oct.. [: .. VAMPIRE KNIGHT SEASON 2 will be out.. and i want to watch 舞林大道 on channel u..

okay.. enough of slacking.. ==" .. need to go study..

1moreday till end of promos! [:

pw tmr fr 11am to 2pm.. ==" ..

till here,

你说我给你太多,

却不能给我什麽.

because it's you.

2008-09-27T22:47:00.002+08:00

me! [:

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okay.. i am supposed to be studying..

supposed.. =="

cant rmb how i spend the time after i wake up till 3pm..

3-5pm: watched 绿光森林.. super nice..

5pm plus: watched anime..

try reading PRIDE&PREJUDICE but din read much..

watched LIAR GAME.. nice.. [:

that's why.. i said: i am SUPPOSED to be studying.. =="

o well,

till here,

[: